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I'm NOT Suicidle@wiki




This is a wiki dedicated to those who are sick of being called suicidle, for cutting. I'm sorry if your visiting, and strongly disagree with our decisions, but it's our life, and we DO still want to live it. Your wrong when you assume that someone is suicidle, because they cut. It's a way of relief, something to do to get those nasty thoughts outta your head. Thank you for not judging us, and looking on OUR side of the story. If you still don't understand, I'm sure someone will explain it to you. Thanks.
Get over it. If we wanted to die, we would have done it already. 



If you have any problems, questions or concerns about this wiki,
come talk to me, [Kagomeyasha].
[I Don't want you flaming my members, or the wiki in general.]
FLAME ME INSTEAD.



Me[mbers  ::]

One:: [$$$ THUG.]
Two:: [xXx Madworld xXx]
Three:: [Natural Disaster.]
Four:: [Eyes of the Reaper]
Five:: [hytrjuhytjhgjg]
Siiix:: [Lyon Armonial the healer]
Seven:: [trinityfairy]
Eight:: [BritanyXgOre SuperHxC;;DuhX]





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2006-01-14 [$$$ THUG.]: I wanna be a member!

2006-01-14 [Kagomeyasha]: haha, there ya gooo! XD

2006-01-14 [xXx Madworld xXx]: Psh add me =)

2006-01-14 [Kagomeyasha]: Pshh, okay, honkey. =pp

2006-01-14 [Natural Disaster.]: Added too? o.O;

2006-01-16 [Kagomeyasha]: :-D

2006-01-16 [Natural Disaster.]: Danke!

2006-01-16 [I LOVE DINOSAURS ♥]: to be honest thats pathetic

2006-01-16 [Eyes of the Reaper]: Can I join?

2006-01-16 [Kagomeyasha]: Read the page, please. And Don't comment if it's going to be negitive. Thank you.

2006-01-16 [I LOVE DINOSAURS ♥]:

yeh me toooo!! like totallly?

2006-01-16 [I LOVE DINOSAURS ♥]: (kidding)

2006-01-16 [Kagomeyasha]: Okay, seriously, go away.

2006-01-16 [Natural Disaster.]: -_-''

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: oh and don't add the jess? I see how it is.. ^_^

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: *hides* I didn't see you ask. *adds you*

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: I'M NOT EVIL LIKE EVERYONE THINKS. I'M HARMLESS>>...most of the time. -hugs carolyn- see... nice... i'm nice.. -smiles wide-

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: *huggles back* Your amazing. :-D

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: -shakes head- never, just super hyper.. tee hee..

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: :-D Hyper is greeeeat! xD *shakes back, then gives you a high five*

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: -gives a thumbs up then ganster sign jumping up and down then pulls a lollipop out of her pocket and pops it in her mouth- gotta love sugar.

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: *nods* You sure dooess! If you don't , I don't know. XD I get sick if I eat too much, and lately too much is like..a cookie. O_o; Saaad.

2006-01-17 [Natural Disaster.]: o+O *munches on chocolate*

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: Crap.. that'd suck. People think just because i'm not hyper something is wrong with me.. its odd stuff. -eyes the chocolate-

2006-01-17 [Natural Disaster.]: *munch munch* Cadburry. o_O

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: CADBURRIES! *runs around screaming alot*

2006-01-17 [Natural Disaster.]: :D *munch*

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: -squints with one eye looking like a psycho then runs around screaming pickles are good for the soul-

2006-01-17 [Natural Disaster.]: o.o *throws chocolate egg at Jess*

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: -gets hit in the face and twitches-

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: I was dancing at the bustop..and people were honking. XD

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: haha i would've been like woooo hooo secsaaay

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: XD annd, I was eating this chocolate cheesecake at the mall..and I practically shoved my face in it. =D

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: fun fun... oooh chocolate cheesecake.. dude.. i'm hungry.

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: Go it. :]

2006-01-17 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: ....ahh we only have cookies.. >>

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: bzZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!! *Screams*

2006-01-17 [Natural Disaster.]: o_____O;

2006-01-17 [Kagomeyasha]: :]]]]

2006-01-17 [Natural Disaster.]: My tummy hurts. I think I had to much sugar. ><;

2006-01-18 [$$$ THUG.]: SWEEEEEETTTT!!!!!!!! I'm in. *jumps and spins around*

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: *runs around in blanket, pretending to be a super hero*

2006-01-18 [$$$ THUG.]: wow that's cool <<

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: And quite warm, too. :D

2006-01-18 [$$$ THUG.]: I bet it is. *trys to do the same thing as you but not as good*

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: That was great. *aplauds* :D

2006-01-18 [$$$ THUG.]: *smiles and bows* Thank, thank you very much =P

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: *claps more* Encore! X3

2006-01-18 [$$$ THUG.]: THANK YOU!!! *claps for you* But you did better X3

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: I wouldn't know. It's not like I stand in front of the mirror and watch myself do that. x3;;

2006-01-18 [Kagomeyasha]: *makes mud pies* :D

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: I'll Have five. :D

2006-01-18 [$$$ THUG.]: I'll have seven =D

2006-01-18 [Kagomeyasha]: *hands them out*

2006-01-18 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: -puts a pebble ontop of one- oooh.. pretty...

2006-01-18 [Kagomeyasha]: *nods* Yes! You can be my decorator. =DD

2006-01-18 [hytrjuhytjhgjg]: -claps- yay -reaches in her pocket pulling out a handful of colorful pebbles and a piece of lint-

2006-01-18 [Natural Disaster.]: I'll take bunches of pocket lint! :D

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: *snorts*

2006-01-20 [Natural Disaster.]: *noogies Carooo*

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: *Screams**

2006-01-20 [Natural Disaster.]: Tee Hee. :3 *huggles*

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: *hugzzz*

2006-01-20 [Natural Disaster.]: Wheeee. :3

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: :-}

2006-01-20 [$$$ THUG.]: *feels left out*

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: *huggles teh Shelbz*

2006-01-20 [$$$ THUG.]: *screams and hugglezz Carooo*

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: *smiles* How're you doing, shelby?

2006-01-20 [$$$ THUG.]: I'm doing alright. How about you?

2006-01-20 [Natural Disaster.]: *meows*

2006-01-20 [Sunrose]: The banner of this wiki has been removed for violating the Uploading Art Rules. Images of selfmutilation (which includes cutting your arm) are not allowed. Guards

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: Whatever, people have them all over their houses.

2006-01-20 [$$$ THUG.]: Why can't you use it?

2006-01-20 [Kagomeyasha]: Cause the gaurds are laaame.

2006-01-20 [$$$ THUG.]: That's fucking stupid.

2006-01-21 [Kagomeyasha]: I know they're retarted.

2006-01-21 [$$$ THUG.]: Yeah, me too.

2006-01-21 [Natural Disaster.]: I don't care either way. :/

2006-01-21 [RabidSphinx]: why do you cut if you do not want to die?

2006-01-21 [Kagomeyasha]: Because it's a way to get things off your mind. And, people don't only cut their wrists. some cut their hips, legs and other places. It's kind of like alcohal, how some people use it anyways, I have friends that use alcohal to get their mind off things. the pain takes everything away kind of. that's what I think.

2006-01-21 [RabidSphinx]: but what are yoyu going to do with the rest of your life? if you are not dead, you will have to live with the scars...what will you tell your kids when they ask "mommy, why is the word "pain" carved into your arm?"

2006-01-21 [Kagomeyasha]: I don't carve shapes in my arms, and I'm not planning on doing it for the rest of my life. People get over their problems, and I'm going to get over this one. I'm getting better, believe me, and I'm trying to stop.

2006-01-21 [RabidSphinx]: you do not have to cut forever to have the scars last forever, and the point i was making you overlooked. forget the word i used in the example. what will you tell your children when they ask you what happened to yourt arms/legs/hips what have you...?

2006-01-22 [Kagomeyasha]: I'll tell them the truth. It might be embaressing, but I'm willing to deal with what I'm doing to myself. I'll tell them my mistakes, I've learned from them, they've made me a better person. And that's what I'll hope for them as well.

2006-01-22 [Natural Disaster.]: The thing I have to ask, is it any different if you become brain damage from drugs and alcohol? "Daddy, why is mommy always acting so different?" Because she drank/smoked too much when she was younger. It's no different than admitting you were an alcoholic when you were younger.

2006-01-22 [DRACE]: o.o

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: ......

2006-01-22 [Natural Disaster.]: O+o Heh.

2006-01-22 [Kagomeyasha]: I agree Darby. :]

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: .. I'm confused. ><

2006-01-22 [Kagomeyasha]: [RabidSphinx] is asking why we're cutting, she's implying that it's going to be embaressing and that it's going to effect our future, and our children. Darby and I are trying to explain to her what our opinions are.

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: OOOOOHHH!! I get it. Hahaha I'm a dumbass.

2006-01-22 [Natural Disaster.]: Nawww. x]

2006-01-22 [Kagomeyasha]: No, you aren't . XD

2006-01-22 [Natural Disaster.]: See's?

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: Well, I guess you guys don't know me that well. lol

2006-01-22 [Natural Disaster.]: Gah, It's impossible.

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: What is?

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: Wow that's cool.

2006-01-22 [Eyes of the Reaper]: :) Thanks.

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: Your welcome. Wait, did you make that?

2006-01-22 [Eyes of the Reaper]: I cropped it a bit and slapped words on it... I had to go searching for the pic...

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: That's really cool.

2006-01-22 [Eyes of the Reaper]: :) *nods* I agree.

2006-01-22 [$$$ THUG.]: But I'm not the leader.. Carolyn is.. You should ask her.

2006-01-23 [Kagomeyasha]: I like it alot, but I can't edit the page. =//

2006-01-23 [DRACE]: okay that wiki banner freaks me out, byebye

2006-01-23 [RabidSphinx]: you will admit to your children that you sliced or burned yourself up because you were an over-emotional teen? what would you do if you found your 15 year old kid with cuts all over them?

2006-01-23 [Eyes of the Reaper]: Why can't you edit the page, Carolyn? (<<not meant to sound demanding or mean, I'm just curious... never had that problem before...)

2006-01-23 [Kagomeyasha]: It's fixed, don't worry about it. =pp I deleted that comment with it on there, is that alright? ><;;

2006-01-23 [Kagomeyasha]: I'm sorry if my beliefs are different than yours, oh wait, haven't we already gone over this? <|sarcasm> At least I'll be able to slightly understand what they're going through. And if I do recall, someone has drawn pictures of them cutting themselves, and it's posted on a nice art page for everyone to see. Stop being so hypocritical and leave my wiki-page. thank you.

2006-01-24 [RabidSphinx]: you are a very rude and mean person sometimes


and just so you know, that banner is in violation of the UARs of EP and if it is posted in someone's house, they (and this wiki) will be reported.

2006-01-24 [Kagomeyasha]: Go ahead, report me. I know you dislike you enough to do it already

2006-01-25 [RabidSphinx]: i'm not reporting you, you did not make the image did you? and i'm a Rat, i'm just doing my job. besides, i have talked to the maker of the image already, and as long as it does not appear on anyones *house* it is not breaking the rules.

2006-01-25 [Kagomeyasha]: Alright, I should thank you then.

2006-01-25 [RabidSphinx]: no prob.

2006-01-25 [Kagomeyasha]: I should also apologize for taking things the wron way, with our past, it's kind of wierd how I hear you, ya know?

2006-01-26 [RabidSphinx]: i do not hold it against you, reading my comment i myself can see how they could have been taken. i'm sorry i came accross as such, i assure you that that was not my intention in the least. i am just, well, how you say, ashaimed og my own scars

2006-01-27 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: well, we all are ashamed of the scars(physical or emotional) we inflicted upon ourselves in the past, but we do not go around harrassing others because of it.

2006-01-27 [RabidSphinx]: good to know. if i see someone "harrassing" i will send then to YOU for a peptalk.

2006-01-27 [Kagomeyasha]: Well, it's alright. ^_^ We'll just forget that it ever happend.

2006-01-27 [RabidSphinx]: kk^^

2006-01-27 [Kagomeyasha]: Sweet!

2006-01-27 [RabidSphinx]: gosh i'm tired...how are you?

2006-01-27 [Kagomeyasha]: hah, I'm alright. Kind if tired, but I can't really sleep anymore. >>; and yourself?

2006-01-27 [RabidSphinx]: i haven't been sleeping either...laid in bed watching the tele until 3am, then turned that off and read until about 5...i think i almost dozed until 6 when my mom got up, then laid in bed till 8:30 when i decided to get up and work out and weight myself...><; why can't you sleep? me is because of stess and bad medication

2006-01-28 [Kagomeyasha]: Mines probably stress, because I get overwhelmed easily. I sit there and listen to music for hours. it sucks. Sorry that you can't sleep. =/ meds suck, I know that I'm depressed, but I refuse to take meds cause they'll make me feel worse. XD

2006-01-28 [Eyes of the Reaper]: Ha ha! Sounds exactly like my situation for the past few months... Though, I took myself off my zoloft... It made me feel VERY weird... no more meds for Nochtur... XD

2006-01-28 [Natural Disaster.]: Go Nochtur! :D *dances*

2006-01-28 [Kagomeyasha]: haha, thanks for that Darbz. *huggles* XD Your amazing!

2006-01-28 [Natural Disaster.]: You're gawgeous! :D And and amazing! So weeewt! *glomp of awesome coolness*

2006-01-28 [RabidSphinx]: i take meds for my Graves disease, not my depression, i agree with you,, they make me feel worse...

2006-01-28 [Eyes of the Reaper]: Graves disease? What's that RD? I've never heard of it...

2006-01-28 [RabidSphinx]: we all have a gland in our neck called a Thyroid that controls our metabolism. someone with Graves disease has a Thyroid that does not work properly (either too much or too little) mine was working too much and i was wasting away...i looked like i was starving to death and my heart was racing all the time, and my bones were having the calcium sucked out of them, and all that, so i had my Thyroid killed with radiation and i'm on medications now to take over what my Thyroid once did...but they are not right and my heart and shit are messed up still

2006-01-28 [Natural Disaster.]: Oh god... that's terrible.

2006-01-28 [RabidSphinx]: a lot of people have it actually...mine is just worse than normal...but does the name "Graved Disease" SOUND really bad? i mean, the name alone is like, "oh god, i'm so sorry you have Graves Disease" when you have no idea what it even is...>>;

2006-01-28 [Eyes of the Reaper]: My mom has that! o.o' I was just never told the name...

2006-01-29 [RabidSphinx]: oh, well, now you know

2006-01-30 [Kagomeyasha]: It slightly sounds like a deathwish. >>; odd enough. sorry that's happenong withyou.

2006-01-30 [RabidSphinx]: naw, i'm good. i went for tests today...they took my blood...the damn Vampires...><;

2006-01-30 [Eyes of the Reaper]: lol I hate getting blood drawn... I passout... just from seeing the needle... I don't even get to see the cool part! O.o'

2006-01-30 [RabidSphinx]: i love it...i always watch...it's so cool...^^

2006-01-30 [Eyes of the Reaper]: lol I'd die if I watched... XD I guess it's a good thing that I passout...

2006-01-31 [Natural Disaster.]: Mmmmhmm. xD

2006-01-31 [Kagomeyasha]: Oo;;;;;

2006-01-31 [Natural Disaster.]: Oi. *falls over*

2006-01-31 [Kagomeyasha]: haha, I was on the phone, so I wasn't paying attenition. >>;

2006-02-01 [Natural Disaster.]: xD

2006-02-02 [Soulforce Revolution]: isnt there less damaging ways to cause pain?

2006-02-02 [RabidSphinx]: punch a wall till your knuckles bleed

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2006-02-02 [Soulforce Revolution]: ahhh nevermind then

2006-02-02 [Kagomeyasha]: haha, that's adorable. XD It's our choice. so hush. >>;

2006-02-02 [Soulforce Revolution]: well is there something more than just the pain? the fact that you have scars or something? cause...well i dunno that seems like a dumb question now but maybe you could an electric shock machine or something...i was thiking out loud

2006-02-02 [RabidSphinx]: some people get lots of tattoos and piercings...to each their own, no shush and look at the cute snail...^^

2006-02-02 [Soulforce Revolution]: i was trying to learn something

2006-02-02 [Kagomeyasha]: Sorry, sorry.

2006-02-02 [Natural Disaster.]: Snaaaaail. ^^

2006-02-02 [trinityfairy]: I want to join >.>;;;;

2006-02-02 [Kagomeyasha]: donedonedone

2006-02-02 [Natural Disaster.]: Yahooohoho.

2006-02-07 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: i suppose that it would be the fact that you are the one pushing the blade into your flesh, finding that merciless outlet for all of your emotions.

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